Sunday, October 3, 2010

Deceased - A Conversation Between Death and Darkanjel

Darkness falls but these eyes are open
Inside this soul I feel pain and burden
Why have you not come to me?
Why do you not want to set me free?

I am here, I heard your call.
What you ask of me is an order so tall.
Answer to what you are ridden
It is not I, to me it is not given!

Bleeding is this heart
Soul that is shattered torn apart
Take me away from this body
Let this mind and shell be empty

Why do you ask for this my angel?
Do you not want to live a life that is well?
The pain and hurt it is nothing but natural
You experience this for as long as you are mortal

Take me with you to a land that is dark
The life I have lived is nothing but stark
Take me away from all this sorrow and pain
To a land without feelings and nothing to gain

Death and Darkangel
I cannot give you what you ask
I beg you please allow me to leave this husk
Hold my hand and let me give you peace
At last rest! At last light and life have ceased!

copyright: nathalie santos - dayo 2010
written: 2009

Tuesday, August 31, 2010


There are times when you say something and others would think that it's all about them, when in fact your thoughts are directed either a: to no one in particular, or b: to someone else, but not the person who's reacting to what you said.

What's the best word to describe these types of people?


How do we deal with these people?

The best way is just to go on with your life. Laugh at the things that make you laugh, get angry at those which make you angry, laugh with the people who make you laugh and happy, celebrate life or basically, just continue living your life long before these paranoid schizoids appeared in the sidelines of your life.

If they still think that all you say or do is directed against them, shrug your shoulders, hold your head up high and just keep moving forward, ignoring those which are unimportant, because at the end of the day, it's just background noise which is making your life a little bit more amusing.

Monday, August 30, 2010

My Reasons for Ignoring YOU

You may be wondering why do I ignore you?

Let me enumerate the reasons:


2. I find you full of negative vibes that infect others who get close to you.

3. You always play the "victim" and I don't like that.

4. You're old enough to know what's right and wrong, yet you STUPIDLY always make the WRONG decisions then cry a river as yet again, the VICTIM. Guess what, no one's victimizing you, you allow them to string you by your bra straps and toy with you until they get tired of you.

5. You are so FULL OF DRAMA and I'm just getting sick and tired of the NO BRAINER, ONE LINER GREETING OF YOURS.

6. You keep on telling people how YOU FEEL, but you have not once asked HOW OTHERS FEEL.

7. You always tell people how you feel, what you're doing and what's going on with YOUR LIFE without waiting for US to ASK YOU how you are. Have you ever thought that maybe WE are NOT INTERESTED at the moment or that WE HAVE our OWN thoughts to ponder on?

8. Honey, I can list all the reasons WHY I DO NOT LIKE YOU, but that will be a waste of space and again MY TIME. This is the last response you are going to get from me and afterwards, PLEASE LEAVE ME ALONE. I do not WANT or NEED your DRAMA.

Am I being a bitch? YES, I AM. If only I do not abhor the idea of talking to you, I WOULD most DEFINITELY say these things right up to your face and I don't care if you get hurt.

Saturday, August 28, 2010

Growing Up

Some people just don't grow up.

Some people don't get tired of the same things.

Some people just don't think or is it that they don't have any brains to think with?

It's getting really hilarious when people talk about the same things over and over and over and over and over and for the umpteenth time over again.

What two words would best describe it? BROKEN RECORD

What's the best advise on how to deal with these types of people?

NOTHING. Just ignore them.

While everyone talks behind your back, just sit back and think, "Damn you gotta fan club and they say so much shit they are just making you more famous."

And when those people whom you barely know talks about you ALL THE TIME Just think that these people talk so much sh!t about you, that all they're doing is making id!ots out of themselves.

-Come to think of it, yeah, that's sooooo true!

Tuesday, August 24, 2010

Against Pathetic-ness

Enough with the "LOOK AT ME," "LOVE ME," and "PAY ATTENTION TO ME" crap!

Why is it there are people on this good earth who are so pathetic enough to beg for attention and screaming to the the world their lack of it?

Am a shrink and proud to be. 

I sooooooooo love shrinking the heads of people with inflated ego...

So here's my opening salvo:

If you're wondering why people ignore you, let me give you an idea.

1. You've got waaaaaaaaaaaaaaayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy too much drama going on.
2. You're pathetic.
3. You crave so much attention that you don't even notice that the people you want to notice you just don't give a darn care about you.

Grow up a bit will yah?
Leave the drama club in high school or college even.

Wednesday, April 7, 2010

My Furry Babies

This entry is dedicated to my two wonderful babies.

My first baby was named Hershey and the other one Jazz.

I decided to name him Hershey because of his color. He had a rich, warm brown fur. If you look closely enough, you'll notice that except for the cream color on his underside, he is almost all brown, including his lips and nose. Such a handsome and loving dog. He loved being carried especially when he gets tired after a walk.

Unfortunately, he died of Parvo last July 2007.

This is my second baby. I got him three days after Hershey passed away. He is the total opposite of the refined, Siberian Husky look-alike Hershey. He is quite rowdy, likes to run around the house. He hates being carried, but loves to be hugged and cuddled.

I don't know how I would have survived without them. Hershey kept me company the times that I felt alone and Jazz was there to comfort me after the pain of the loss of Hershey. I will be forever grateful to these to wonderful dogs.
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